It's nice to be home but I'm not feeling great, my kidneys aren't improving and my disease is running wild. They still don't have a plan for me although my doc is working hard to find something. The cancer agency rejected a bid for a therapy that has helped me in the past and now he's trying to get in touch with the company that makes it to see if they'll release some to me. My cancer is very aggressive and everyday counts so I'm feeling like someone is kicking me in the stomach over and over...could also be constipation but either way. Anyway I will take it hour by hour, day by day and enjoy my time away from prison. Meg has the day off tomorrow and I'm expecting some visitors in the afternoon so I'm excited for that. If I wasn't so uncomfortable things would be easier but cancer has no conscience and feels no remorse for what it does to its victims. It's taking all my focus to keep it together and all I really look forward to is those moments when I feel the symptoms ease and I can be myself.
Posted by Chad Warren at 10:37 PM
TraceyNovember 11, 2009 at 5:23 AM
Yeah!!! So glad you are home! I never thought I'd say this to anyone.....I hope that it is constipation........XO
KindreyNovember 11, 2009 at 6:03 PM
I'm not sure if you realize it or not, but I think you've created a whole bunch of internet stalkers, with your Auntie Pat and I being among your biggest fans. We seriously both check your site about 10 times a day to see if there's anything new. I've so enjoyed reading all your posts, you're a really good writer, a natural in fact, so keep it coming! I was thinking, if you start to run out of ideas, maybe you can go back and start verbally attacking some of those who have gotten in your way... the one about Dr. Life-Support and getting him in the gonads was a good one, I've gone back and re-read it a few times! Keep it up Chad! It's all very inspiring, entertaining (and I mean that in only the most positive way!) stuff!
Hope you had a good day on your new couch with your amazing girl. Love, Kin